fluf·fing, 5

Every time Emma Watson bursts out in laughter, I ...I just can't believe her.

Does anyone else take great pride in their pinky nails?

I kinda hope I have twins one day. But maybe I just wish I could be a twin. To be that connected to someone? To know that only an emotional apocalypse could drive us apart? To be a pea in a pod, a chick in a nest.

I want a lemon lime prayer plant as greenery in my wedding florals. Do not steal my idea.

Where do the thoughts go? The ones we were going to write down but who slipped away when we chose to continue on with our day rather than halt it for record-keeping?

We could rename "Brainstorm Session" to "Insight Census" - worth a shot.

You know what's genuinely horrible? The more I learn about emotional regulation and identification, the less I seem to be able to form emotional attachments. Does therapy robotize you?idk

a·dult

remembering a week in late April:

Monday:

• Auditioned for a musical at the Lyric™

• Trimmed my armpits Listened to a podcast on Aging

• Listened to a podcast on family heirlooms

• Listened to a podcast on relationship dynamics and kinks
  

Tuesday:

• Did yoga

• Cried a bit at therapy before a former-coworker happy hour

• Called my brother about how poor I am

• Mistakenly filed an unauthorized transaction dispute with Apple
  

Wednesday:

• Washed my bedsheets/blankets (and my boyfriend's pants he left behind)

• Submitted for a refund from Amazon for a package that never came

• Mailed in a request for permanent absentee ballots

• Changed my energy to CleanChoice™

• Called my sister in Ireland

• Meal prepped green chicken curry

• Listened to a podcast on "The Greater Good" and "Work, Play, & Rest"

• Rehearsed for a ballet

• Started an animal fat jar
  

Thursday

• Reorganized my under-sink

• Paid a traffic ticket

• Talked to my artistic director about work/rehearsal balance

• Called my doctor about insurance denying a script
  

Friday

• Switched prescriptions so my insurance will cover my meds

• Fucked up an email to 60 executives

re·​fram·​ing, 4

It's the netflix N isn't it? It looks like a rainbow, the way It comes at you, but it's probably not made of more than 4 colors.