There's a permanent, almost mystical depth to brotherhood. The stories, the images, the word itself.
In a brother is a mate - the only other wand braided with the same fibers.
Just imagine the spells we cast.
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Chris and I hum at the same frequency as we type side-by-side.
We remember the same songs as we wander narrow city streets,
he on the sidewalk, I on the street just below
Professorial in his altitude and certainty of mind
in my dependence, my reverence
'Is it always in the blood?'
I look back on our photos and wonder how I could have been discontent.
Time with him has always mended me;
it certainly does today
as we talk face to face, laughing cross-country,
reading each other's lips before any words have formed in our mouths
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The puzzle is that even brotherhood isn't enough.
A partner, a brother, a best friend, a lover, a mirror - it took a pandemic and a season abroad to learn that even the strongest connections can only ever play a role.
That the ensemble of your life requires a wider cast, a deeper drink from many wells.
Even so,
my forehead will always be pressed against his.
Our heartstrings will always be playing in symphony;
playing, substantiating, resting.
And there is no greater peace.